What's my problem?

You know what pisses me off? Me.
Gaming late tonight. About 2am I shut the game off and when I took off my headset I heard yelling and cries for help. This area I live in that is always happening. Drunk people or shitty people just yelling. So I tried to ignore it but it kept going. after a moment I went to the back window and saw a man beating up a woman. Full fists. Even shoved her into my moving van. I went outside to yell at him to stop but as I did she managed to get away but I saw him following her. I went to get my phone and when I got back They were gone but I could still heard her yelling. I kinda froze. I just stood there with the phone in my hand. I wanted to call the police but when I would go to I would just stare at the phone. I heard a siren WOOP and it sounded really really close, so I thought they found them. A few minutes pass then I went to sit in the living room, looked out the window, and there he was, at the corner shop buying a beer. I didn't see the woman. I picked up the phone again, tapped 999, but then just stared at it. I watched him buy his beer, talk to his friends, then walk away. Now all I can think about is is that woman laying in the alley? Did she get away? Is she ok? Why didn't I call the police? I even thought about going outside to walk down the alley and see if she is there, but I'm scared. I guess I have good reason to be at this point. Actually the whole time I have lived here I've been scared. This shit happens all the time, almost daily. But never this bad.

I'm so glad I'm moving today.

I hope that lady is ok.

I feel like shit.

bodies

You know what pisses me off?! "Every body is a great body" No they fucking aren't . I am tried of the world rewriting words and meanings and life just to make a few people who can't get off their lazy fat asses and get some god damn exercise feel better. I am over weight, and I try to eat right and exercise. It doesn't always go to plan, but I do know that it's my fault and it's not that attractive. If someone out there likes fat dudes and chubby chicks, GREAT! But it's not only the media that makes people worry about weight and shape, it's reality. YES media goes WAY to far in making you feel bad so they can sell you something. But REALITY is that if you are over weight or even very underweight, you WILL have health problems and look bad. Why do you think all the old Renascence paintings are so beautiful??? Because they were painted with the golden ratio. The ket to beauty. Not those people were a tad chubby, which is actually how people should be. But there is nothing wrong with being fit. And in this day people are starting to FIT shame people. It's ok to be a lazy fat fuck? NO NO NO,

If you dress like a slut you might be one.

Some stupid video about the word slut. This shit pisses me off. If you wear the uniform, don't get pissed when people call you out you dumb attention seeking slut!

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"Slut is a patriarchal social construct used to hold woman to

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a stricter set of standards than the ones men are held to."

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"A ridiculously derogatory term to describe women who apparently sleep with many men,

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but it is also applied when they dress provocatively."

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"A social construct, duh."

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I like this one a lot. "A woman with the sexual morals of a man."

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Oooh. Shady.

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Twitter, you did your best in a hundred and forty characters.

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"A human affected by double standards."

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"A misogynistic concept that doesn't actually exist."

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"Someone who doesn't conform to your ideas of female sexuality

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and thus needs to be shamed for it."

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"A slut is someone who knowingly uses sex to manipulate people."

This way my reply

 What makes a slut? Why do girls not want to look like one? Because, It used to pertain to being a prostitute or a whore. Yes it is a derogatory slang to mean a girl who is promiscuous, but not in the way guys are (even tho people do uses it that way) but in a whore like manor. Why is it to be shamed for dressing like a prostitute? Because If you put the uniform on, how do people know who you are? If I dress like a police officer, people WILL think I am a police officer. I can not then go around getting offended and freak out that people think I am a cop if I decide to wear a police uniform! Prostitutes sell them selves and so on. Do you want to look like a person that does that? Do you want people to think of you like that? Why is dressing like a prostitute in fashion?
NO, having sex isn't a bad thing (unless you are selling your self for money or other things, or having a different partner every night) , but dressing like a longtime social fopa and making it fashionable to little girls by dressing their dolls in such clothing and making it look cool on TV and media being promiscuous and showing off all your skin IS.
How can it be self empowering to have your tits and ass out KNOWING guys will just drool over you and give you attention you DON'T want?

If there was no such thing as a slut, the "slut" word would no longer exist and as LOGIC tells it, we use words to describe objects, actions, beings, BEHAVIORS and so on. A SLUT is a woman who sleeps with multiple guys in one day or from one day to the next.

Clothing related: these women dress more provocatively to attract males and later proceed to having intercourse, which is why "dressing more or too sexy", showing too much cleavage is also called as "dressing slutty".

Don't tell me that you don't feel and look like a slut when you go out with jeans and only a bra as you did in this video.

If my logic is flawed, please... open my mind, but not too much because I've seen how "open minded" you people can get with gay people. I'm not homophobic (which is a terrible word BTW, but it describes something, just like the word "slut" does).

Slut - Women can get almost any man to have sex with them, as most men have the hormone testosterone, giving them a high sex drive; therefore a woman has a choice of many men to have sex with, a slut takes advantage of this easily available sex for nothing more than her own pleasure, rather than starting a relationship.

Player - Men on the other hand, have to work damn hand to allow a woman to have sex with them, as women are the instigators of sex, therefore making his endevour praiseworthy amoung other men due to a higher degree of possible rejection.

Slut shaming - Insecure women making up silly terms to cover their own immoral beheviour, and making any criticism of wrong female behaviour a thought crime amoung men andwomen.

The Patriarchy - i.e: Natural Biology playing out in a free society.

Feminism - A man hating mental disorder that belongs in a lunatic asylum.  

"If you keep calling each other sluts and whores, that makes it ok for guys to call you sluts and whores."

Look, showing a lot of skin is directly related to wanting to hook up men, you can look marvelously good without showing too much skin, and hook up as many guys as you wish with some attitude, if you  show a lot skin, you are just desperate too get guys, why on earth would you dress like that if its not because you want a lot of guys looking at you? Dead simple.

This #DearMe hashtag is pissing me off. They are 99% by girls saying to love your self, don't try to fit in a mold, be true, how they were worried about everything, not fitting in... just allot of social bullshit that wasn't as bad back then. Is it just me in saying I was happy and healthy and had everything back then? Didn't worry about what people thought or did? I had confidence! I had strength! I had my health which is the base for everything.  I had at one point a giant 3 bedroom flat to my self with a balcony overlooking a swimming pool, two cars, a good job, and money to do what I wanted. When I was even younger, I was even more happy. I think back and as the clock goes back the happier I was. I didn't give in to all the social drama, and people I kept near me didn't either. I guess I was lucky. I guess even though my parents were poor and didn't have much, I had a pretty great childhood and they taught me right. It wasn't till I moved south and away from them at 16 that I started getting into a little trouble, but I was still ok.  I remember being me and it wasn't difficult. I didn't fit in and I liked that. I never tried to 'fit in' or get people to like me. I didn't have any of these problems you guys talk about, because I had great parents who taught me from day one that there is more to life. Sucks your parents or surroundings were shit. And I hear there will be a guys version on "mens day". Why? Why divide people? And since when is there a mens day and a womens day? This whole thing gets on my nerves. 
Why were you girls so obsessed with image.
These people today telling them self's in the past these things aren't telling them for them, but doing this to tell people now. Then just tell people now and stop saying you were just as stressed and so on as kids today, cuz you fucking weren't. I know everyone didn't grow up like me. But I do know that things were not half as bad back then as they are today.